Joshy Boy

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Sat, 28 Jun 2008 04:14:58 GMT

You know, I fucking hate my father. He's a selfish prick, and the things he says are hurtful, and uncalled for. The audacity of him to just tell us kids to just "get over it" in terms of how he was during our parents' divorce, is not something that endears me to him. I was civil with him, and give him a chance to say his side of the debacle that was last Saturday (an incident that involved his new wife hitting my brother with a dustpan and then her telling my dad that Jake hit her), and then him raising his voice to me over and over (at one point hanging up like a spoiled child when things weren't going his way). Fuck him. I've given him the benefit of the doubt for far too long. And fuck his fatass wife. She needs to keep her loud violent ass out of our business. If it weren't for her, we might have actually had a civil conversation with our father, but instead she went apeshit and started a huge fight, and now Jake will never forgive his father ever again. Fuck him. I'm just so pissed right now. I just want to call him back up and yell at him some more until I get out all of this anger and bile.

Also, there's either something really wrong with him, or he's a terrible liar. His denial of certain things being said (and left on voicemails that we still have), is just dumb. I've heard the voicemails. You can't say you didn't call me, when you in fact did, and that's how I even have your number to begin with. He seemed confused, then angry when I confronted him on that. It's not really something you can deny. It happened. There's proof. Ugh. So dumb. I hate him. I'm tired of taking a high road with this and being nice. I've just lost all reason to continue down that path.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Mon, 05 May 2008 00:38:44 GMT

I think I've reached my limit of little girls asking if their pets are gonna die, being awash in dogs' blood, and hit by car emergencies for the day. I'm offically closed until tomorrow. Please leave me a voicemail and I'll get back to you :P

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 01:01:51 GMT

So I had my first real full day of ER intake (weekdays have ER and regular specialist appointments, weekends and evenings are just ER), and it was interesting. I rather enjoy my job. Emergencies come in, I triage, if they look really bad, I run them to the back immediately, if thy are stable and alert, get the paperwork going and get them into a room. Yesterday we had a cut on a dog's leg, a scrap on an ear (just got washed and sent home, no stitches), a cat in renal failure (was euthanized), and a cat that fell off a balcony a couple nights ago and was fine, but owner was concerned cause he was limping. I can't wait until I pull my first last night shift. I came in that morning and had to mop blood off the floor. That was uh, interesting. Oh, I have to pass a pharmacy test for my job too. So I gotta make all these flash cards and study terms and medications, and all sorts of shit. Thank god I already have a good start on this stuff from my many years working in the field already or I might be in kind of a bad place. But after I pass I'll have some sort of pharmacy licence thingy. Woot :)

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Fri, 18 Apr 2008 00:29:09 GMT

I started a new job this week! I'm now working front of house at the Animal Critical Care and Emergency Services in North Seattle. It's a 24 hour animal ER essentially. I'm full time, I get paid bank, and I get benefits! Wooo! Only sucky thing is havign to bus across Seattle for now, until Donnie and I move up there, and my car's in the shop getting a new transmission :P

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Fri, 04 Jan 2008 01:31:44 GMT

I want this poster for my wall:

I'm such a geek, lol.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Thu, 03 Jan 2008 22:48:38 GMT

I'm listening to Blue Velvet sung by Isabella Rossellini and baking chocolate chip cookies. I feel oddly cool/hausfrauy.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Wed, 02 Jan 2008 06:41:21 GMT

Disease continues to rage through our apartment. Donnie has started in on the old wives' remedies for colds. I'm much amused. His socks smell of vinegar, and he's wrapped a towel around his face. I feel bad for infecting him. This is why I don't like children. They are disease carriers. Darn my niece for this :P

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Mon, 31 Dec 2007 22:13:02 GMT

Apparently, according to Donnie, I have a "whore's cough" now. When will my days of being a street walker finally be behind me? :P

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Sat, 29 Dec 2007 20:02:30 GMT

Quick update on me:

Still sick. Been like all week. Couldn't sleep last night cause it hurt to swallow. Can't really talk either. Pretty much been spending the day eating Halls cough drops and watching the OC.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Thu, 27 Dec 2007 16:32:18 GMT

Christmas and my birthday came and went (thank you to those that wished me a happy birthday :). Unfortunately, I got a bad cold from my niece. I feel like shit. This is why I don't hang out with children. They are disease ridden. Plague bearers, the whole lot of them.

Also, happy birthday Gitai!

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Sun, 23 Dec 2007 02:25:45 GMT

Christmas is about halfway over. My feet are killing me. Can't wait for it to be completely over :P

Stream of Consciousness

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Tue, 11 Dec 2007 17:57:05 GMT

It's Tuesday morning. I got me some waffles. I'm debating my next move. Do I want to play another videogame, watch something, or read? WoW comes back up in like an hour, so that's not an option at this moment. I could go play more Halo 3. Fuck, it is cold. Hopefully the heat kicks in soon, cause I'll be damned if I'm gonna cave and actually put clothes on. That is not the Josh way. Panda's gone nuts. What's her deal? These are damn good waffles.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Sat, 24 Nov 2007 06:37:31 GMT

What saddens me is that if my friends and I were made into a sitcom, I couldn't be the amoral douche character that fans love, cause I'd be dating the lead :P

Sigh...

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Sat, 24 Nov 2007 06:17:53 GMT

I think I need more dancing prowless. I might be too white and one armed for my tastes, lol.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Fri, 23 Nov 2007 05:58:56 GMT

Yay to a successful Thanksgiving. Back to work tomorrow though. On the plus side, I'm gonna put in my 2 weeks on tuesday when Cher gets back from vacation. That place is no good for me. It's way too boring (often there are up to 3 hours between appointments), and the bosses seem to be passive aggressive, and everyone is afraid of them. That is not how I roll. I've seen what they do to people that stand up to them, and I have no interest in being next, and knowing me and my tendency to voice my opinions, I'll piss them off. I think it best I move on to greener, drama free pastures. It was interesting while it lasted these past four weeks, lol. Time to find a new clinic to work at, I suppose.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Sat, 03 Nov 2007 05:34:41 GMT

Just watched Transformers. Godddamn that was really bad. I haven't the words for it. The female love interest of Shia Labuff (or however you sprll his name) was a terrible actress. Michael Bay is a teriable story teller (ok, any mispelling can be blamed on my drunkosity) and should be prevented from making any more movies ever again. I'm gonna go curl up in the fetal position (or take a rape shower, I haven't decided which yet), and crawl into bed :P

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Mon, 29 Oct 2007 04:12:16 GMT

Spent the evening watching Misery, which lead to visiting fanfiction.net. I'm scared by the people of this world even more now. On the plus side, my love for Kathy Bates has been reaffirmed.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Mon, 22 Oct 2007 05:37:56 GMT

So recently, I applied for a local vet job. Made up a new resume in like 30 minutes, printed out one copy, took it over there, and interviewed. During my second interview, I was told that I was hired, and that the second interview was just a formality. I'm very proud of myself. So I start my new job (which is basically like my old job except way closer and way easier) tomorrow morning at 8am. Wish me luck on my first day :)

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Thu, 27 Sep 2007 20:34:06 GMT

Geeky thought of the day:

If the Question (from DC comics) was on a TV show (like Cops or Cheaters) but didn't sign a waiver, would they bother blurring out his/her "face"?

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Sat, 22 Sep 2007 05:10:02 GMT

Joshy's Quote of the Day:

"I just want him to invade my ass. Just climb right inside."

-jeffsampson, about Lucas Grabeel from High School Musical

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Fri, 21 Sep 2007 21:12:04 GMT

I can hear my boyfriend singing in the shower. It's very cute.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Wed, 19 Sep 2007 00:43:13 GMT

FYI: The eclairs at Claim Jumpers are like the size of adult cats.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Wed, 19 Sep 2007 00:42:04 GMT

Joshy's Current Status:

Everything's nominal.

Current mood: Overwelming hubris.

Current music: Postal Service. I'm fairly certain but too lazy to look.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Wed, 05 Sep 2007 00:29:10 GMT

Well, after losing 20 pounds and then taking a couple months off, I've officially gone back on my diet/exercise routine as of today. Goal is to lose another 15 pounds or so. I want to be somewhere in the 160's. That would be nice. I wish myself luck.

jjbond17@yahoo.com — Mon, 03 Sep 2007 01:29:04 GMT

I have officially decided that chicken fettachini alfredo is my favorite food of all time (especially from Olive Garden). Second place goes to my homemade mac and cheese. I love that. mmmmmmm...